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Hello there, I'm a 19-year-old male student and also boyfriend of this chicken Agnes Tan.I like Agnes but I like to eat dabiann more than I like her. Because like is not the correct word, the correct word is Love. I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago. And so, blah blah blah. I'm just going to keep doing this. I hope you like what I done for you. |
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Heyy girl another day of updating, hmm today was school and then training and nth much, haha jiu eat dinner with you i guess, other than that is normal, but jiu not as normal because i friday actually not school de. Morning Morning woke up at like 7plus 8 like this, go wash up and bathe and prepare for school. Jiu pack bag and then ok le jiu leave house le. Hmm pack training clothes and shoe also cause going training after school. Jiu took buy 157 to school then walk walk to school. Ahh reached school le jiu do own project, although is make up lesson but teacher just ask us do our project. Then jiu do do until like 12 pm like this go do another project. Cause like the project is need take video de, then jiu we book the studio for shooting de at 12pm, then the room we need use at 12pm. Afternoon Jiu go for the next project, do do the project is like video mah, then jiu need actor, then my group de jiu use me to act haha, then jiu just act act for the project, the script is like we doing promoting for H20 de water. Aye then the story is like in desert walk walk the sun hot hot, then found the can of H20, then go drink le the place become some very nice de place to enjoy hahaha. Jiu need make use of effects to make it like in desert like that. Ahh jiu very fun de module. Then jiu while shooting jiu my group member go help us buy lunch and then eat chicken rice for me. Eat ok le jiu continue do and then ended the shooting at like 5pm. Night Jiu end le jiu go find you at westmall to eat dinner , aye end up i eat alone cause you not hungry. Then jiu eat the hokkien mee and drink soya bean also. Eat ok le jiu take 157 to send you home and then i jiu take 98 to go cc le. Hmm reached cc at like 8 like this change le jiu go for training le. Training was just trying jingji long de stunts all the way and see the ansheng dance the lion once then jiu 10plus le. Hmm then end le jiu go s11 sit awhile drink water then jiu go home le. Reached home at like 1130 like this then jiu go bathe bathe. Bathe ok le jiu nth do then use comp watch some video then use ps4 to play abit game after that until now tired le jiu blog and prepare go sleep le. Hmmm thats all for today, ahh then jiu nth much also, hmm the post was ok bahh, like say abit different de things cause do different stuff today, other than that is just normal dabiann and then that all i want to say uhh. Update the blog agn tmr, nights. End. Heyy girl, another day of blogging, hmm today was nothing much? Just normal school day but then different abit cause like I ytd night went to jason house to do some work and help him abit with his work also then jiu when do ok until tired le is like 2plus then jiu no transport back home then sleep at his house. Then like morning wake up le then go to school by going home first. Morning Jiu woke up at like 7plus like this then jiu pack the laptop all that inside my bag first then the jason dw take bus then jiu he say walk to bb mrt, hmm ok luhh is like 15min walk like this, then jiu i walk walk home and reached home at like 8 like this, then faster go bathe and wash up also then jiu leave house le. Hmm walk to busstop to take bus 157 then jiu walk to school also. Then reach class at like 9 like this, never late until , hmm not bad then jiu lesson start le. Lesson for the first module is some presentation kind of talk, then jiu like very relax, but then cause alot to do then jiu just do drawing in class. Jiu listen and drawing all the way until like 1pm time for lunch break. Afternoon Jiu went to the same canteen for lunch, hmm not feel like eating much, so jiu buy soya bean with bread and then jiu bring back class to eat. Ah in class eat le then jiu rest in class awhile before next lesson start then jiu watch some videos and relax relax. Then 2pm le jiu next module start, then the module is about audio de, then jiu just need do the assignment that the teacher gave, next week wednesday need to submit, jiu the whole lesson just doing that assignment. Ahh until like 6pm le jiu time to go home alr. Night Took the bus home and then reached home at like 6plus 7 like this. Hmm dinner my mama cook was the smelly bean agn with hotdog egg and last dish is cucumber de vege. Then jiu eat dinner ok le then jiu go and bathe to become more clean clean haha. Then bathe ok le jiu need do work again to do drawing then jiu draw draw all the way until like 12 like this then nth much alr. Jiu like cause need do drawing then no time for training then jiu never go, although like i want to go cause they say got germany de liondance troupe come, then like go see see what they do but aye nbm luhh, school work more impt. Hmm after draw draw jiu watch like 1 video on youtube then jiu now updating the blog le. Aye nothing much except for the morning i go school from jason house, but not really also cause like i went home first to bathe and wash up the go to school. So is more like i went to school from my house haha. Hmm yea then thats all i want to say for today also le, then jiu yea will update the blog again tmr. Nights. End. Heyy girl, another day of blogging, but this post will be about last night de cause i last night never blog cause tired, then i jiu thinking today morning then update then jiu i now going to update the blog, hmm ytd was normal day, i mean like jiu just school and home le. Morning Woke up late today, then end up late for school. Jiu woke up at 830 like this then jiu faster go bathe and wash up and then jiu leave house for school le. Hmm took bus 174 to school, alight le walk walk to school then when reach school jiu 930 le, hmm 30mins late ok luhh. Then jiu lesson was programming then jiu got final assignment to do, group work then jiu do with my group the project. Hmm, then jiu the whole lesson jiu work on the project until like 1pm time for lunch break alr. Afternoon Go to the same canteen as usual for lunch break, then i eat malay rice, ahh jiu rice whith curry chicken then hmm not bad, quite nice uhh. Eat ok le jiu go back to class alr. The next lesson is some effects thing on the video then jiu also fianl assignment then is group project, then jiu yea work on it also. Hmm then jiu just nth much in school jiu just doing my school work all the way only then jiu do until 6pm end school time to go home le. Hmm then walk to busstop to go home. Night Jiu took bus home and then reached home at like 6plus 7 like this. Reached home le jiu go bathe first cause my mama dabao not yet home, then jiu bathe out le she just nice home also le, then she bought pineapple fried rice for my dinner. Ahh jiu eat finish le then i jiu go do some school work until like 11 plus liek this then jiu rest rest le, hmm watch some videso until like 1 plus tired le jiu go sleep alr, you tired de fall asleep agn, then jiu yea thats all. Hmm thatas all for the blog post ytd, i mean like nth much also, just another school day then at home do my own things and then jiu nth much le, hmm will update the blog post agn tonight then jiu nth much for me to say also le. End. Heyy girl, time to update the blog again le, jiu hmm today was kind of a short day cause like i woke up at like afternoon like thiss then half a day gone le, hahha, jiu yea then end up make this blog post shorter than normal. Afternoon Jiu i woke up at like 1plus then say morning to you le jiu want wake up le, but then jiu abit drowsy still so like lie on bed rest awhile more. Aye jiu like that fell back asleep and then end up woke up at like 2plus. Hmm jiu wake le go wash up and then go bathe. Bathe ok out le jiu eat lunch, hmm rice with egg and vege my mama cook de. Then eat ok le jiu time to leave house to go cc for training le. Then jiu took the train to cc and reached there at like 4pm. Hmm training was like no people de, only me ys jj and kokwei. Then jiu jy tell us to think of the taolu, what to add, like cause he want to change the taolu, then jiu just think and then the yc training lion, then shunbian help them catch their mistake all that. Night Then jiu train till 6pm end le want to go home alr, but then the yc go 1 round, so stay to watch, then watch finish le cant help it then go teach them on their mistake, hahah end up until like 7 plus then finally left cc. Jiu reached home at like7plus 8pm le. Jiu reached home le jiu go eat dinner, just rice and smelly bean and then jiu like nth much, so like go bathe although never sweat until during trainin, jiu super hot the weather then bathe out le feel more shiok haha. Then jiu play some ps4 all the way and then watch some videos also then jiu until now update the blog then prepare to go sleep le. Hmm thats all for today, like nth much also, just trainin the only other out of the norm thing that i do, then jiu other than that just at home do at home do de things, just nua at home hahah. Then jiu nth much for me to say le, then jiu i will update the blog again tmr, nights. End. Heyy girl, another day of blogging, ahh but i tmr then update about today when i wake up, i now super tired de, hmm i promise tmr when i wake le i jiu will update about today, ah and and tmr no school so i can sleep in, haha good good. Jiu yea, goodnights girl, i really tired now de, super sleepy.Nights. End. Morning Ahh ytd morning woke up at like 8 like this then jiu faster go bathe and wash up ok then pack bag also jiu leave house to go to school le. Then jiu took bus 174 to school as usual and walk walk to school. Aye this few days like very relax, walk to school dont feel as hot de, jiu like will sweat abit but then wont so hot. Then jiu reach class le jiu do my drawings le, cause afternoon need present the project to the teacher then need do do more more things to show. Then all the way just do the fyp de stuff and then jiu nth much le. Until like 1pm then jiu time for lunch break alr. Afternoon Ahh going broke alr, hahah so lunch break never eat much, just bought soya milk to drink and a 50cents de snack to eat, jiu go back class le, jiu bring the snack back to class and eat. Then like jiu in class continue do my own work and stuff. Jiu next lesson start alr my group first to present to the teacher then jiu present ok le, continue do the fyp, do some adjustments based on the teacher de feedback and then jiu work all the way till like 6 then jiu time to go off le. Jiu jiu cause chu shi at 7, then need rush to cc then i jiu go busstop take bus to bukitbatok mrt, never go home le. Night Jiu take train to cc then jiu reached cc all waiting for me to change and then go train 1 round first before leaving cc to go the chushi de place. Then lucky they got dabao food then can fill my stomach haha, they dabao caifan. Jiu eat ok le jiu leave cc for the chushi place le, very close only, at your house market de temple opposite there only. Then jiu reach le need wait long long for our turn to perform cause like we the 3rd last to perform. Then jiu watch lion dance uhh while waiting for our turn. Then perform finish le jiu go back to cc le. Ahh then jiu the souyan is dragon ball mahh, then jiu she also got chu then jiu she drive car, then aye ask her to lompang me home also cause she also live at bukitbatok, then jiu very fast reach home, no need take train like a slow de. Reached home le I jiu bathe bathe and the go relax le, use comp and watch some video and then play ps4 awhilw then tired jiu go sleep alr. Aye thats all that i want to say, hmm nth much , just chushi abit more to tell you then other than that is just normal school day le, then yea will update the blog again tonight then jiu thats all for ytd de blog post. End. Heyy girl, time to update the blog again le, jiu today argue about smth then jiu dw to talk about it, and also yea other than that, normal wednesday for me and then this will be a short post bahh, cause like i really tired now, eyes closing le.
Morning
Jiu today morning wake up then jiu go wash up and bathe and pack bag ok le jiu leave house for school le. Walk to the busstop and then took bus 66 today. Hmm walk to school as usual, okok weather then jiu reach class just in time. Then jiu listen to lesson do some in class assignment and then presentation for the assignment and jiu nth much le. Celebrate friend birthday during a 15min break then jiu they bought a durian ice-cream cake and yea nice nice to eat hahaha. Then jiu 1pm time for lunch break le .
Afternoon
Same as always go the same canteen to eat, hmm today eat the tomyam u-mian, aye not bad uhh, then also bough a sushi, ignari again. And then jiu yea just eat eat ok le go back to class prepare for the next lesson. Next lesson some audio module thingy, then jiu the teacher give us assignment 2 then need to finish in 3 weeks, jiu yea in class jiu work on that then nothing else le. Jiu just do the thing and then all the way until like 6 time to go home le. Jiu walk to the busstop to take bus home alr.
Night
Reached home le ju my mama cooked smth, jiu idk what it is called, got egg and chicken and tofu and other things then is black black de with rice. Then jiu yea eat le then time for go traning le, took the train to cc and then hmm on time uhh never late until jiu change and go for training le. Training was ok, nth much just practice tmr need perform de things and then jiu all the way util 10pm release then jiu go back home le. Hmm reached home at like 10plus 11 like this then jiu go bathe and and jiu argue abit then i go do my school work le. Need do alot things and then jiu yea, do until now tired le come update the blog then prepare go to sleep le.
Thats all i want to say today, nth much except for the arguing, hmm jiu sorry for arguing really, if you think i say sorry just for the sake i also cant change the way you think, but i mean it when i say sorry de, at the very least i felt sorry for arguing, and i do say sorry. Jiu yea nth much really tired le want go sleep le, will update the blog again tmr, nights.
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Hey girl another day of updating the blog, hmm jiu today was nothing special also, just that today got training i guess? Then abit different for a tuesday de day, other than that is like just normal thing, so the blog post will be ok lenght bahh, lets see how, hahah tired also then typing mayb will shorter also. Morning Jiu today morning 7plus wake up reply you le jiu go and bathe and wash up and prepare for school. Pack the bag, keep everything i need into the bag then jiu leave house go to take bus to school. Today took bus 174 to school, jiu same same alight le jiu walk to school then jiu relax relax, the weather not as hot, then never sweat alot, just abit bit. Reached class on time de, jiu never late, then jiu today whole day is for fyp project the stuff then jiu the first half of the day just doing fyp de things, drawing and coding and all. Nothing special also, then until 1pm like this time for lunch break le. Afternoon Then jiu go the same canteen, then today got feel eat japanese, then jiu bought katsu don with 1 pack sushi, kanari i think, dk how spell, jiu yea eat eat good food then jiu bought soya bean for drink also. Then eat ok le jiu go back to class alr and then same thing for the fyp thing de lesson. Jiu discuss awhile more free le got own time do things then jiu around like 4 like this go to the gym and then jiu do until like 5plus like this go back class take bag all that and prepare go home le at 6pm. Then jiu end class le jiu walk to the busstop take bus go home. Night Reached home alr then jiu my mama dabao kuaychap de those food and then she cooked rice, so just eat with rice and also bought dumplings. Aye nice nice the dumplings, jiu eat ok le , then jiu pack bag for training de stuff then jiu go to cc alr. Reached cc at like 8 like this then change and then jiu prepare for training le. Cause tuesday got no hall then the below 1st floor also got people use for karate thing or dk what, then jiu no choice need go other place. Then jiu went to 399 opposite de hdb got this open space then at there train the dragon. Jiu train until 10 like this stop le, debrief awhile at the cc carpark behind then jiu go home alr. Reached home le jiu bathe bathe and the jiu use my comp watch some video an then jiu until now tired le want sleep alr go update the blog. You girl tired de sleep first, like fell asleep de. Hmm thats all for today bahh i guess, abit longer than usual cause got training de stuff to say and then jiu yea other than that nothing much also, hmm like i really got nothing else to say le, so i think will just stop here, will update the blog again tmr night, Nights. End. Hey girl, another day of blogging and updating, will be a short post i guess? Cause just another normal day and nothing interesting de, then jiu yea nothing much for me to tell you also. Afternoon Jiu today woke up at like 12 plus like this, actually want to wake earlier to go gym de, but wake alr at 9plus then fell back asleep again. Jiu when wake le go bathe all that plus wash up then, rest awhile until like 1pm like this jiu leave house to go to school. Hmm took bus 77 then take a longer route than the other bus, jiu alight alr then jiu walk to school le. Reached school on time at like 2pm then jiu go listen to teacher talk and then need discuss idea for the project for this module. Jiu discuss with group mate all that then present to teacher the idea then jiu end class time to go home le at 6pm. Night Jiu walk to busstop and then take bus go home. Then jiu my mother never cook or dabao dk why, she tell me to buy my own food, then jiu before go home dabao noodles from the coffee shop behind my house at the busstop there and then go home and eat. Eat ok le jiu go bathe and then jiu go do some work. Do the work ok le then jiu like rest time le jiu play my PS4 agn, then jiu just all the way until now i want sleep le jiu come update the blog alr. Then you tired de sleep at like 12plus then jiu i just play my game only. Ahh jiu thats all for today, hmm really short day and short post also, nothing much for me to say all, aye then jiu tmr got training at night cause thurs performance, then they not confident enough yet, then jiu need train abit more, then yea tmr training jiu nth le. Hmm nth more for me to say alr girl , will update the post again tmr , nights. End. Hey girl its time to update the blog again le, ahh jiu i will summarise abit about the past few days at your house and then jiu update about today, aye tired tired le now, like typing with the eyes keep wanting to close alr hahaha. Ahh yea jiu thursday night go your house and sleep over until like saturday cause your mama go malaysia then pei you sleep. Jiu thursday night after end school le jiu wait for you home then jiu go your house le. Reach you house le jiu like nua whole night alr hahaha, i mean like what can we do right? Hahah, jiu watch some hongkong drama and nua nua nua until you tired you sleep first then i sleep abit later. Jiu friday hmm nth much also, we just go out eat then go back your house slack and then night time went to watch Ant Man at jp, ahh nice movie and then watch finish le buy food and go back your house nua again. Hahaha, jiu tired le go sleep then next day saturday also nua all day then night time i jiu go home le. Ahh thats life :p, i mean like enjoy enjoy, just nua is the best life. Morning Then jiu today morning 10am like this i wake up cause need go cc for some photography thingy then jiu wake up le go bathe and prepare and then jiu like around 1030 like this leave house for cc. Hmm took bus to interchange then take the train to lakeside. Ahh at lakeside le jiu take bus 98 then just nice you also in the bus hahah, but the you with Minrou then jiu go sit with rajesh cause he also in the same bus. Then jiu reach cc le jiu change into chushi shirt and wait until like 11plus people come le jiu start the photography thing and last until like lunch got the buffet hahaha. Afternoon Jiu got buffet the eat le then jiu you go back home le cause nth to do alr, then i jiu got training then need go for training alr. Then jiu training was ok i guess, i mean starting waste alot time cause like wait people all this then after that jiu quite productive jiu run 2 times i think and tiring hahah, long no run alr, then jiu training ok le jiu around 4plus like that jiu end le can go home le. Then jiu idk you want dinner tgt anot then i call you want ask but you taking nap then cant wake up i jiu dk go where then go home first. But jiu my parents call and ask if want dinner tgt then i see how then you wake le say go eat with them then i jiu go eat with them uhh. Night Then jiu like reached home alr i jiu bathe cause sweaty all that then jiu rest and wait my parents come house here then jiu go down and take the car go market to eat dinner. Hmm i eat meat ball noodles the nice nice de for dinner, then jiu eat ok le jiu take car go back home le. Reach home le jiu continue relax and use my ps4 play game then play all the way until night time now want sleep le. Hmm type finish this blog alr then jiu want go sleep le. Ahh thats all for today, hmm nth much to say, all i do de jiu when text that time alr tell you then nothing much also, then also yea jiu another day of nuaing and resting and tmr got school need do work again le hahaha. Then jiu yea nth more to say le, just the same old lets not do it le but its not working like, hais boo. Then yea will update agn tmr, nights. End. Heyy girl, time to update again le. Jiu today is the same, another boring school day and nth interesting happen to me, hmm and yea jiu really nth happen then i also dk what special thing to say for this blog post also, then jiu like just this will be a short post bahh. Morning Today morning jiu 7plus wake up, then wake up le jiu go and bathe and wash up as usual, then jiu pack my laptop inside my back and jiu time to leave house for school le. Then walk to the busstop and took the bus 66 to school today. Hmm walk to school was the same, abit hot only, jiu ok uhh, used to it alr, then jiu reach class in time also, never late until. Then the first lesson is teach about doing reports de, then jiu aiya nth much also, just listen and then teacher give us time to do our own work and stuff, then jiu yea just do the work and nth much le. Until like 1pm time for lunch break. Afternoon Jiu go to canteen and eat, today ate noodles, the tomyam flavour, ah got feel eat noodles then jiu order that to eat, and jiu yea just eat ok le then jiu go back to class alr. Hmm then next lesson is about the audio thingy de, aye the most hated module cause super sian and hard to do. Then jiu teacher give in class work to do, then before class end need to do finish to submit, then jiu the whole lesson just do that thing then jiu nth much and until 6pm end class time to go home alr. Aye, my school lesson jiu all the same shit, also nth much to talk about de. Night Then jiu walk to the busstop and took bus home, hmm reached home at like 6plus 7 like this then my mama cooked dinner. Hmm got the smelly bean chilli de, and tomato potato/luncheonmeat, and egg. Hmm jiu normal de dinner also, eat dinner le then jiu go bathe and jiu go do my work alr. Hmm hwk was drawing drawing, then jiu draw draw sketch sketch until like 10plus 11 like that jiu do ok le jiu rest time le. Use comp to watch some vidoes and then jiu awhile later 12 like that you jiu tired and go sleep alr. Then i jiu just watch some videos and play some card game a few rounds then come update the blog and prepare to go to bed also le. Hmm thats all for today le, really nth much for me to say, like my everyday routine is just the same old shit, then i think you also read alot time all similar de, but aye jiu just incase got anything special then can just write in if have. Jiu yea thats all i want to say le, see you tmr ok, goodnights. End. Heyy girl, another day of updating the blog. Hmm jiu just another ordinary day, went to school and then go home, nth much to say, jiu just tell you about what I did for the day and yea, I think it will be a short post bahh? Mayb. Morning Today morning woke up at like 7plus 8 like this, then jiu go and bathe and wash up as usual. Pack my bag also then jiu leave house to go take bus le. Walk to busstop and took the bus 157 to school. Hmm the weather is ok i guess, cause like I never sweat alot when walking to school, mayb cause I slowly walk or smth bahh, hhaha. Then reach class at like 8plus 9, just nice never late, then jiu today de lesson is about FYP de project thing. Then jiu do our usual stuff of doing the fyp, drawings and all, and the admin stuff, like the typing of documents and reports. Alot things to do for the day. Then jiu 1pm le time for lunch break. Afternoon Then jiu time for lunch break go to the same canteen, i mean i think that canteen is like from now on always go de canteen alr, ahaha. Then jiu hmm got feel eat cai fan , then bought caifan, 2 meat and 1 vege, ok uhh not bad quite cheap also, 4dollars like that. Then jiu eat le go back class alr. Went back class and continue just do the thing the whole day same as morning, jiu do as much as we can uhh. Then jiu until like 6 like this time to go home le, hmm nth special in school also, then jiu walk to the busstop to take the bus home. Night Reached home at like 6plus 7 like this, then jiu my mama dabao the japanese food and dumplings for my dinner, ahh nice nice, the salmon and some chicken rice , eat finish all the food alr, full like good good, but now typing this blog jiu hungry alr, aye my house no food de. Anw jiu eat ok le jiu bathe and then do some work after i bathe out, type some report and then jiu free time le go use comp play abit game to rest rest. Then jiu at this time i think we argue? I mean more like a small fight ? Then hmm awhile jiu ok le i guess, then you today sleep early de, sleep at like 11plus then jiu I just watch some videos until now then prepare to go sleep le. Hmm thats all for today uhh, nth much except for the arguing part. I mean idk why are we like arguing over something that didnt happen like just example that I am giving mah, but aiya nbm over le, jiu yea see you on thursday, then friday with you also until saturday alr. Aye then jiu thats all for today, hmm i will update the blog agn tmr, nights. End. Hey girl, been a long time since I last blog, hmm was like 1 week plus ? But yea jiu very tiring and then the last week or so we argued quite abit and then ended up super no mood to do anything jiu never go update the blog. And then when things settle down more le jiu wanted to update the blog but idk feels tiring then never. But jiu decided to update le now again, like same as last time everyday and then yea same old thing. Morning Today no school in the morning so like actually wanted to go gym but then like tired jiu sleep longer and suppose to go with ansheng, he end up never wathke up and only woke at 11 plus then like too late le. Jiu yea no morning lesson cause teacher cant come and the make up lesson was like last week. Afternoon Jiu woke up at like 12 plus ? Around there then jiu need prepare to go to school le, jiu go bathe and wash up and pack bag all those then jiu leave house le. Jiu want to go school earlier to eat, hungry de. Took bus 61 then go all the way till the front gate of ngeeann, then jiu bought old changkee, ahh got the dumpling, and the cheese meat ball and the fried prawn. Then bought soya bean also for drinks then dabao back to class and eat. Hmm reach class le eat eat ok le then just nice 2 oclock le lesson start. Jiu lesson was normal, just hear the teacher talk throughout the whole lesson, and just do our own things. Then lesson ended at like 6 then jiu time to go home le. Night Walk to busstop and then the bus just nice come le jiu board the bus and then alot people end up never use until phone in the bus. Reached home le need wait my mama come home, she today abit late, then she dabao mac for us. Hmm, I had mac spicy, you craving de and then yea jiu eat and watch some videos while eating. Hmm, eat ok le jiu go and bathe cause sticky and then jiu use my comp and do abut work, research abit for the new project and yea left like 4 weeks for all the assignments. Siann, alot need to do as always, but lucky last semester alr then jiu the next semester only 1 module which is FYP de module. Yea jiu finish my work le then use the comp play abit game and watch video all the way le until time to sleep and update this blog le. Hmm thats all for today, argued abit i guess, i mean like talk about what we argued before hand and yea alot happen, jiu hais idk, like there is so much to deal with in life and then i jsut piss off at like small things also argue then the reason to why i rage so hard the other time. Idk, i admit im at fault for raging so hard but i really very tired of arguing over every little things that happen to me, like im so afraid to do anything dfferent when being around you, dk which one is right or wrong to do which anytime will just cause you to explode and go angry mode. Hais, jiu yea thats all i want to say i guess, goodnights, will update about tmr tmr. End. I want you to read this with a non-rage emotion, if you super angry and piss off now, then I think you should off it and not read further more until you think you wont angry le then you come back and read. Cause idw you to read this with the angry emotion then you just think that everything I say here is bullshit. So still here right? Ok good, then idk what to say to you to be honest. But ok, it's not like I never use my head to think what I did or what, but what you argue with me now is something that we had fight over it for alot of times and I alr admit wrong le, but you still want to take it back to argue. Like why, it a perfectly normal and good sunday, but you have to bring this matter up and argue. I mean like ok i get it you not happy, but we alr argue about it multiple times why still bring it up again when we alr argue so much about it. You think and ask yourself, since that time I went to find you at your house below to 'settle' this thing about arguing, you say as long i dont talk to girls and lie to you you wont argue with me, did i not keep that promise ? Since that time I didn't even lie about anything or talk to anyone, but you also promise not to argue for no reason and not to bring up the past of what we argue before, did you do it? And you always talk about me not being fair or selfish or dont care about you or me not making any effort. How am I not making any effort when I am blogging everyday to tell you what I did so that I dont hide anything so that you wont feel that I 'lie' to you? How am I not making any effort when you tell me to treat you better, I where got never make effort, you say I never jio you out, ok then I change ok I jio you. You dare say this last week or so is not I ask to meet de? I'm not out here writing this post to point out all your mistake ok, but think it through, do you really you think you treat me fairly or even treat me like a human? You are possessive I get it, I try my best to give in to what you want as long as its not too ridiculous for me. Not everything is about you you know? All the time it's about what you want and what you expect from me, have I ever expect alot from you? All I want is just not to argue all the time, 1-2 days of not arguing doesnt make it not arguing all the time, its the same as arguing all the time ok. You yourself know how it feels that I do something that you dont like, then how will I feel when you do something I dont like? To be fair, you say I lie and talk to girls, the times I did that is not even alot ok? I last time do also not do it all the time, then compared to now you arguing over everything all the time, you said you suffer alot, not only me. But you ask yourself, ask your own heart, the amount of suffering you felt is it even on par with mine ? Like I have to deal with your arguments for every few days, some will last continously for a few days, do you think I really dont suffer? Then ok you say you want to stop arguing, you say before we stop, you want me to say that you're the best and that my friend is not better than you. So what does it have to do with you want to stop arguing anot? Like does it matter what I think? So what if i think you're better than her? Or so what if I think that she is better? Like why does what I think even matters? What matters most is that I didnt even have anything going on, and its you that I am spending time with everyday texting or meeting up or whatever. Like what attention i have is given to you, my past doesnt even matter you know ? Like why are you so affected by my past? So what if my friend is someone i used to love ? So what if we still remain as friends? So what ? Like im with you now am I not? Like my past is just a past it doesnt even affect anything at all. Why get so bothered by it? I dont even bother about your past, you have your life before i met you, its just a normal thing that you have male friends, its normal that you have some one you loved before, so what ? Like whats impt that now its me with you and not those people that you used to be with right? You think that I am wrong to still be friend with someone that I used to love, to talk to someone that I used to love. Like its just a friend and nth more, like I said its not only about you. You say I am wrong but I dont think it is wrong. So how? Now we got different opinions on things, then no one give in then cant solve this problem alr luhh? Then ok fine you say delete contact dont talk ever again, i delete and dont talk alr. I alr give in, but you still want to take it out to talk agn, I alr give in to you alr due to our difference views in this matter. But it is still not enough for you? Why still argue again. I dont get it really, did I really seems like I not doing anything or put in effort at all after doing all this? Ask yourself really. Ok enough of you, I know you cfm think not fair I keep only saying your bad, never say mine. Ok I admit I should not ignore you, but I cant you know, the more I argue with you, the more piss off i get at how I feel you being unreasonable, like I so angry that I can feel my inside going to burst out alr, I cant you know. And the only way is to stop replying and ignore you so that I can like cool down to think through, then ok I jiu reply you after i feel alot better thinking I can deal with you alr, but no I cant, like after so long never reply, then you also like still the same mood, never cool down like me me, then is like why, I can you know, it makes me hate my position at that point, make me hate everything about life, i freaking hate it. Then forget it I just have to stop replying and i decide to only reply the next day. I have to collect my thoughts and think through how am I going to approach you so that we both get what we want. Then I decided on typing all this out here. And I did not block you on fb, i deleted my facebook account, because its the cause of the argument ytd, if not for it you wont argue le. I also never block you on whatsapp, i just off lastseen and blue tick, that will be another one of the cause of arguing, im sure of it. Idk i feel like there is alot more i want to say, but I cant think of any right now, so after reading this if you want me to reply you, i hope that you can reply nicely and dont talk about it anymore if you really can stop or forget about it, if not just dont reply me until you think you can talk normally ok, i really HATE arguing alot, more than anything that i hate on earth. So if you reply me to want to argue agn, i rather you not reply ok, i really dw to argue. Thats all i want to say, if you want to argue then dont reply at all ok. Lastly, sorry for whatever happened ytd. Heyy girl another day of updating the blog post, hmm in this post i think i wont update much about today? Cause like whole day with you then you also know what we do then i will just update about the movie thing, and also will tell you what i did ytd? Before going to eat supper de. 3 July Morning Woke up at like 10 like this, overslept for lesson. Jiu faster go wash up and bathe and prepare to go school. Then jiu ok le leave house for school , took bus 174, walk walk walk to school, then hot hot, reached school le jiu 11am alr, then jiu nth much also. Just sit in class listen lesson and then got group work for assignment de, jiu just do the thing then nth alr. End school at like 1pm then jiu walk to busstop to go back home le. Afternoon Jiu reached home 1plus le then put the bag down change and then cool down and head out to go cut hair alr. Hmm the hair super long cannot tank alr, and alr say super long want cut but until now then finally decide go cut le. Then cut hair ok le go back and bathe again to wash away the hair and then refresing. Jiu bathe ok le jiu go and use the laptop to watch some show and play some card game, then until like 5 like this leave house to go meet you to eat dinner. Hmm dinner was eat kfc at your house there, then eat ok le jiu send you home le then time for training le. Night Take bus to cc then reach is like 7 like this then jiu change and go for training. Hmm the whole training got no coach cause like they having meeting then we just do our own things only the whole training. Jiu talk talk, slack slack, jump jump abit dragon, jump here and there and until like 10pm then jiu time to go home le. Jiu change back then they want go s11 eat then jiu go s11 and i buy water drink while the others eat. Then at there jiu decide want go ECP then jiu go home and bathe first. Reached home at like 11 plus then jiu bathe and wait them drive car come le. Then the rest the previous post i say le. 4 July Morning Woke up at like 7am, then the sky dark dark cause going rain le, then jiu change and brush teeth then jiu prepare go your house le. Keep clothes first then the wind like a big only, lucky i never fly away, hahah. Then jiu walk to busstop take bus 157 to your house. Hmm the rain big big, but reach your house thre de busstop the rain jiu smaller le so just run across the road then got shelter all the way le. Reached you house le jiu nua whole day le. Then you jiu know what we do for the whole day alr uhh. Midnight Then jiu the rajesh jio go watch movie then i jiu ok uhh long no watch movie also le, then jiu send you home after eat ok mookata then took bus 334 to jcube to watch the movie. Hmm take the lift to 4th floor the movie there then wait for then ansheng and jj to come then jiu go in and watch the movie le. Hmm the movie was not bad i guess, i mean fighting de and hongkong show cfm nice, hahaha. Then jiu watch ok le then nth alr all want to go home le, then me and as share cab home. Hmm reached home alr then jiu change and wash up and then use laptop browse some webs and watch some video then jiu ansheng jio me play game then i jiu go play 1 game with him then end le jiu now update the blog alr. Hmm then after update alr i think i go sleep le bahh? If not watch some video then jiu go sleep alr. Ahh thats all for today, hmm nth special also, jsut watch movie then other than that is just another normal day of my life. Nth to know de, then jiu yea nth more for me to say le, will update the blog agn tmr, nights. End. Heyy girl, this will be a short post for about the east coast trip, jiu i will update about the rest of day tmr when i update tmr de post. Jiu now tired alr so just update abit first, then tmr then continue to update about the day. Midnight Jiu i leave house at like 1230 like this cause they call me then say reaching le, jiu go down my house then got 2 car, one is ys de one is kay de, then jiu i take ys de car then go to the ansheng the house. Then in ys car got me ys and as, then the other car got kitkay jj and kokwei, then jiu we drive go east coast from ansheng de house. Then jiu otw there that time the kw call my phone as if want eat not at east coast the lawrence jio then i ask them they say anything then jiu anything, then he drive his car come meet us, then then we on the road lawrence just zooom fly come and bring us go to the east coast le, no need use GPS alr. Then reached le at 1plus 2 jiu go to this hong kong tea house, hmm i ordered soya milk and seafood muthabak, hmm total like 12 dollars like that, ahh quite worth, the food super big portion and quite nice also. Then jiu eat ok le slack slack talk talk, walk to the beach and feel the cold air, ahh if my house de breeze as cold and as much as the ECP de hor, then wont feel hot alr, hahah then jiu slack awhile until like 3plus like this tired alr want go home le jiu take same car then the ys send the as home first then send me home. Jiu yea then now back home le, update the blog abit then continue tmr, and prepare go sleep le. Nights To be continued. Hey girl another day of blogging, another day of updating the blog and argue and idw to talk about it, all the arguing is the same thing, all not necessary de, idw talk about it alr, thats that for today. Then nothing much also, just school the whole day and then jiu go home alr do some work and then use comp to slack le. Morning Jiu today morning woke up at like 7plus 8 like this, then go bathe and wash up and prepare to go for school as usual. Done all that le jiu leave home for school, then walk to busstop first and took bus 66 to school today cause the bus come first. Then walk to school, hot hot tired tired, a long long way then need carry stuff to school also, jiu tablet to use for drawing de. Then reach le jiu start lesson alr. Today de lesson is do project de, the fyp the whole day. Then jiu just do work with my group mates, do drawing and all the project stuff, just school shit nth interesting, until like 1pm time for lunch break alr. Afternoon Jiu go the same canteen agn to eat lunch. today got feel eat malay store de food, then bought the rice with chicken and curry, one big plate 3dollar plus like this, worth it worth it. Jiu eat le then time to go back class le and continue doing the fyp alr, then jiu nth special also, jiu need present to teacher show her what we do so far, then show le jiu continue do our things and then jiu the time pass le jiu time to go back home le. Lesson ended at 6 like this but drag until 615 like this then leave and walk to the busstop. Reached le the bus come le jiu take bus back home. Night Reached home like at 7 like this then jiu go bathe and out le jiu time to eat dinner. Today for dinner is like rice with chicken wings and potato, another one is dk what cause when i want eat that time alr eat finsh by my siblings and parents le, so idk is what lai de. Then jiu eat ok le do some work before i use the laptop to browse website and facebook watch videos and read up on some shit. Just random stuff to chill and not think about anything. Then jiu all the way until now updating the blog then prepare to sleep soon alr. Yea then thats all for today, nothing much also, my life is just this boring, i just dont feel like doing anything special at all. Then jiu aiya nth also, jiu you everyday just see me doing the same few things over and over and when i update the blog just say the same few things that happened. Anything luhh jiu nth much for me to say alr also, then when your period coming? This week like going end le still not yet come de, then jiu yea will update the blog agn tmr. Nights End. Hey girl, another day of blogging, just another normal school day and nth special to it. Although like got argue and also the night before sleep also argue, but dw to talk about it also, you just know we argue then ok le, nth much to talk about that also, then jiu yea. Then the only other thing i did today is went to training, then nth special alr. Ya then jiu training that time know got competition coming in august, also malaysia de, but this time is jing ji long, jiu yea then is end of august like this i think then jiu another dragon competition that i going participate uhh. Morning Jiu today morning wake up at like 730 like this, the alarm ring le jiu wake up go bathe and prepare and wash up. Jiu wanted to sleep longer cause like still early can sleep for 15mins more, but then head super pain when wake up, cant fall back asleep, so go to prepare, then took medicine also for headache de, cause really too pain le. I think hmm cause sleep too long? Or too different then body clock, then jiu aye idk luhh, jiu headpain. The jiu ok le go to school, took bus 157 to school, walk walk, fast fast, reached school early, never late, i mean like 850 early uhh. Then jiu first lesson the teacher go through exams paper, the paper got C+, ok luhh not bad considering i that paper only study for a few hours on the monday i come back from competition. Then jiu the whole lesson just follow the lesson and do the work teacher give for the class. Afternoon Jiu time for lunch break at 1pm, go to canteen and bought the taiwanese stall de mee sua, ahh put vinegar and the meesua like sour sour, but nice uhh. Then eat ok le jiu go back to class for the next lesson. The lesson is about audio thing de, very boring de lesson and also nth much for the lesson. Hmm jiu the only special de is like a group work we do, then need do a recording, like those singer go inside this sound proof record their song de those kind of room to record our like dialogue speech for the in class group work. Then hmm very cool de hahah, then nth much le. Jiu the rest of the time just in class do the work then jiu end class at 6pm le. Then end le jiu walk go busstop take bus and go back home. Night Reached home le jiu wanted to eat dinner first, but then my mama havent home then jiu wait until like 730 like this she not yet home yet jiu no choice hungry de go training. Hmm then jiu take train go cc then reached le around 805 like this, changed le jiu go to training le. Aye the training was abit relax cause not much people, those that going competition this august de only got me, ys , jj and shunyang. Jiu we try some moves then jiu relax relax talk talk and then jiu 10 oclock time to go home alr. Then jiu like 10plus reached home alr, then jiu super hungry die so eat the food my mama dabao back home for me de. She bought the sambal fried rice, then nice nice, hungry everything eat le also nice, then eat ok le jiu go bathe and all jiu 11plus alr. Then jiu use my laptop watch some videos and so then until now updating the blog alr, then thats all for today le. Ah jiu nth much to say le, then jiu the only thing is yea got a dragon competition coming up then need train for it? But not so fast yet i think idk, see the trainin schedule how, then jiu a malaysia competition also and jiu yea nth much. I want to compete uhh, jiu competition is fun. Then jiu yea nth to say le also, jiu will update the blog agn tmr. Nights. End. |