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so sleep alone tonight
Hello there, I'm a 19-year-old male student and also boyfriend of this chicken Agnes Tan.I like Agnes but I like to eat dabiann more than I like her. Because like is not the correct word, the correct word is Love. I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago. And so, blah blah blah. I'm just going to keep doing this. I hope you like what I done for you. |
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Another day of blogging, another great day getting fucked up by you as always. Arguing at things that I myself have no clue to why are you even mad about. I wont even talk about my day for today post, it will be different. I will tell you how i freaking feel. Seriously, like wtf are you even thinking, idk what shit is going through your head when you're piss off at all this things. You tell me today you angry cause I am busy, why will suddenly angry I busy, cause I tell you I this weekend I cant meet you, need to go school and finish up my assignment that is needed to be submitted on Monday midnight. Seriously, like its school work ffs, what the hell did I even do wrong by telling you I need to focus on finishing it. Can't you like freaking understand it is a school assignment that I am busy with and not cause I go out and play or what. Its freaking 20% of my module score, and its not a simple assignment that can be done in a day, its a fucked up shit assignment that I have been stress over it for weeks. You think la, if I tell you I die also want meet you, I dont care if you got your RJ to do anot, everyday I meet you la, dont give you time do your RJ la, affect your grades, you will be ok with it anot, seriously. Its just school work ffs, you never submit 1 RJ only you kpkb, imagine la my assignment is 20% leh, I just need to finish it then I free alr, 3 more days cant wait meh. Then what, you say I busy with training. Fuck, since the day you know me I had been involve with Lion Dance alr, now you tell me you angry cause I keep going training, cannot abandon training for you? Then what for you like me when you dont even like the things I do, I had been doing this way before you like me, then you like me means you like my everything right, then I always have been very involve with lion dance, then now after so long you tell you dont like I so involve in it? Fuck man, seriously unreasonable. Just because you dont want to go training, then alot free time, then I must do the same? Think about it la! Ya you say I say I will jio you to go out at night from last saturday until now never jio, knn I busy with my shit right, busy with my projects busy with my school assignments, this before the holiday the 1-2weeks is the most busy shit cause all the big project need submit, then I everyday busy with it then you cant be understanding meh, not like I dw ask you out, I really fking busy what. Then I also tried right, you jio me go your house, then I that day got jio you go movie also anot? You dont kp me say cause you alr jio me then I jio you go movie not counted cause is you jio first, knn is still I jio you to go movie right, but is you dw say you want stay at home and just slack, then ok lah stay at home la, then now kpkb say I never jio you. Fuck siah, hard to be a man lah knn, everything also me. You think about the things and action you did today la, spam call me, I fucking answer the call you dw to say anything, then hang up and continue spamming, fucked up, doing this kind of bitch thing then call me a dog, think of what you do first before scolding others la. You always think I wrong, have you ever stop and think if your actions and the things you say and do is correct? I got admit before I wrong, I realise it and apologised alot time, have you ever do the same thing? No you never, you think is absolutely right to scold me like fuck, scold me with all kind of shit, act like a bitch, then never have you feel sorry and think its wrong to do it this way before. And you know what, I did not want to say this at all, but im 80% sure its because of the thing that caused your mood so fucked up and being paranoid over every shit, dont believe me? Take the test tmr morning the first thing when you wake up, or too late you read this after you pee and everything, nbm still got sunday morning your first pee you can go test, im sure its because of that. I cant take this shit of arguing over no shit, I alr stress enough because of my school work, I no need extra stress from you arguing with me everyday, make my mood way worst then it alr is, let me focus on my work and finish it and finally free then you can do whatever the fuck you want with me. And you say I avoid your question? I fucking answered it and tell you I not avoiding it, I answering to it, but your fucking eyes dont want to see it and think that I avoiding it, fucked up , you think you fair anot, I answer or not you still think I dont answer cause its not the model answer you're looking for, and you say I dont dare admit I wrong thats why I avoid the question? Please la, I keep saying is me, what ever you say I admit I say is me alr, and you say I avoid? Fuck, I alr admit is I wrong you still want what, scold me dog? Look at your own actions and the things you say first la, say I dog. Thats all I want to say about today, I going sleep now after this, dont bother spamming, I alr silent the thing, I will wake probaby 5plus to go do my work and go school in around 11 then stay all the way till night. Goodnights and sorry for this post, but thats what I really thinking ok. Sorry for arguing, but will you be sorry? If you are then apologise. Nights, update agn tmr. End. |